In The Making

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

My new drawing *wink2*

Currently, I have two blogs (might three or four in the future hoho): one in so-called poetic Malay language, the other is in beginner-to-intermediate-level English (this blog!). I have been blogging for approximately 5 years which would would include the blogs that have been deleted (Might be 2 or 3 of them!).

Even though I have been blogging for such a long period of time, I would say that I am still experimenting the writing style that suits me most. I have tried to be analytical which later I found out that I have limited capacity to write in such manner. After that, I delved into the funnier side of me which later I regret. A few months later, I start exploring the poetic style of writing (which I love most!).

Then, I built up this blog. The purpose of this blog is just to houses all my drawings and paintings. I even plan it to be a private blog. However, I began experimenting a new style of writing which is journaling. This is the first time I take the courage to share pieces of my life online. Previously, I always feels scared to do so because I scared of judgements. Yes, judgements!

However, after I wrote several posts in this blog, I begin to feel comfortable with this style of writing. I started to realise that I do not need to bare my souls in order to deliver my massages to my readers. Do I still scare of judgements? Yes, I do. But I always counter it back with a question that I always ask myself: am I writing for people or for Him?

If I write for the sake of people, I will have difficulty to please them all. Haters will always hate  even though I write the nicest things on earth. But, if I write for Him, writing can be one of pleasurable mean to be closer to Him.

For now, I still enjoying my poetic style of writing but sometimes it is frustrating whenever people telling me that they do not understand or having difficulty to extract my messages from my writing. It seems that my writings fails to fill up its purpose; which is to deliver messages to them.

Now, I try to make this blog as my main blog. Since my English is not that good, I will write in simple plain English language which SHOULD be understandable to many people (unless if my grammar is REALLY poor). IniCeritaku will still be there, but do expect the writings will be more complicated because I am no longer write in that blog for an audience, but for my own pleasure as a Malay literature maniac haha.

This blog is to share, connect and be a resource. A resource for connecting human with His Lord. InsyaAllah.

p/s: At first, it is soooo uncomfortable to write in English. But, I take that as a practice to develop my courage. I can feel that I am improving and I am looking forward to improve my grammar as well. In the meantime, please bear with grammatical errors which I think is all over the place now T-T

p/ss: This niche of this blog is still not changed: to document all my artful journey.

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